Before I go any further, I’d like to thank everybody for the overwhelming support regarding my postnatal depression. Here’s some love for all of you (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧!! I’m still recovering but I’m in a much better place now; thanks for asking! There are even some who reached out to me, just to let me know that I am not alone and shared their experiences with me too. ༼☯﹏☯༽. That is one of the most touching gesture, as I first handedly know just how difficult talking about them is. I think with that, I have achieved my aim of ‘breaking the taboo’ and raising awareness. Σ(-᷅_-᷄ ๑) Also if you messaged me and I did not reply this week, it’s because my phone is now with the insurance company after I cracked and broke the screen and backglass (talk about being unlucky (˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ )). I’m so glad I actually signed up for house insurance because only recently Mr. Monday broke our 65″ TV with a yoyo and it was replaced by the insurance company. And now, my phone! The £250 I paid a year definitely paid off — ʱªʱªʱª(ᕑᗢूᓫ∗)
It’s been over 6 years since I last touched Diablo III (Erm, I also still hasn’t finish my starcraft 2 campaign……(ノ-_-)ノ ミ ┴┴. Actually one of my ex introduced it to me, and for some reason we just left the game after completing the campaign. Of course since then D3 has expanded and it’s adventure mode is much more alive than what it was. The best part of it all is that I actually bought my 12 year old sister (at that time) the game just to play with me!! So when I saw the Darkening of Tristam event advertised on facebook, I thought — I should give it a try!
Because of real life responsibilities, we could only hunt together for an hour or two each day (if even possible at all ‧º·(˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ )‧º·). It is surprisingly fun, and chasing achievements and limited event items is just so satisfying! Gaming has always been the main bonding agent between my younger sister and I. I proudly take the credits for introducing video games to her ヾ(＾∇＾). So my parents can thank me for letting my sister have a healthy hobby during her free time than going around smoking coke or gamble all her fortune ♥( ˆ⌣ ˆԅ).
p/s: add me on battlenet @ octoberfly#6667 (I actually rolled 6666 but my dumbass ex boyfriend changed it to 6667 without asking me because he thought I’d be creeped out (☞◣д◢)☞)
The hair I shed in a day
Being 4 months post partum means that I am now losing the hair I retained during pregnancy AKA fancy name ‘post-partum telogen effluvium’ (╯ಠ∩ರ)╯︵ ┻━┻. Our hair get stuck at anagen phase during pregnancy; which is why pregnant women have luscious hair (no it’s not the pregnacare). It’s alright though, I welcome it with open hearts because I know this isn’t a permanent problem (I hope)( ＞Д＜ )ゝ”. The only issue is that my hair is everywhere. You basically find chunks of hair everywhere I go, and I cannot cook without hair covering! (ಥ﹏ಥ)
I am also now back to my UK size 6 clothes, albeit looking very unflattering. But because our weighing machine ran out of batteries (lol 1st world problem here ( ^ิ艸^ิﾟ)), I have no idea if I actually lost weight. All I know is I am now able to fit in my clothes FINALLY ╰(▔∀▔)╯. I can’t wait to go for a run though; but my most recent appointment with my physiotherapist concluded that my core muscle groups are still too weak for high intensity exercises or even running. Doing them before my body is ready could reverse all the exercises that I have been doing diligently… so I better not….. eventhough I’m dying to lose more weight (˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ ).
SERIOUSLY, the amount of body changes and sacrifice women make… and yet men still can’t get that in their brain. We give birth to humanity and we deserve to be treated like queens! ヾ(。◣∀◢。)ﾉ !!!! (*｀ー´)ψ (*｀ー´)ψ (*｀ー´)ψ(*｀ー´)ψ (these are women with their pitchforks, if you haven’t realise).
On a sidenote, we only noticed today that Mr. Monday has chicken pox!
(lesions only started appearing on his face this morning). He has been having itch on his back last 2 days and we thought it was his regular eczema. Poor kid cannot go to nursery this week…. AND POOR ME now having to handle 2 kids the entire week (TдT). I was hoping to get some free time while Lil’ Tuesday naps but now it’s all out of the window (ノ-_-)ノ ミ ┴┴
p/s: Mojujuju is super scared he would pass it to Lil’ Tuesday so he’s stopping Monday from going near Tuesday at all cost. Me just watching his futile efforts like — you do know that chicken pox are highly infectious even before the rash appears right…………… (－‸ლ)